Why do they plague me so

Yes, it has been sometime since I have been about on Deviant Art and this is just a spotty and rare moment as that I am still in the process of recuperating from emergency surgery on my back.

Long story short...had a lumbar disc that decided to go from herniation to full blown rupture thusly resulting in the loss of right foot function and weakness of leg....they call it foot drop. Ended up having emergent surgery on Nov 24th and the rest is history from there.

Lately as I recovery another distressing situation has come up. My grandfathers heart and kidneys are failing. He is presently hospitalized but is due to go home soon with hospice care. He is a well loved grandpa and upon passing will be greatly missed.

Life is a roller coaster of up and downs and with the new year things do not seem to be any better than the past four.

I do know one thing. I am tired of this feeling called loneliness. Being single is no fun at all.